Last day

31st March 2009,

last day of the financial year....

-balancing

-hiding

-saving

-correcting

-calculating

1st April 2009,

start of the new financial year....

-forecasting

-targeting

-planning

-developing

-calculating

Today we toast..

A celebration was more cheerful, when you didn’t understand why the party,
all u cared about was, you have the knife that will cut the cake…
all u knew was, that no one else gets to open the gifts….

A meal was more satisfying when you didn’t know the nutrition value,
all u cared about was, you have to finish your food before your sibling….
all u knew was, you have to chew 32 times per bite….

Dancing was more passionate when you didn’t know about the forms,
all u knew was, that you didn’t care who was looking….
all u cared about was you can hear a beat that tell your body to move….

Sleeping was more refreshing when you didn’t know how many hours make a ideal sleep,
all u knew was, that you didn’t care when u have to wake up….
all u cared about was you have a hand patting on ur back….

We crawled, as infants…. Bruising here and there
We ran, a toddlers….  Falling here and there
I swam, as a kid…. Gasping now and then
I drove, as a boy…. Bumping now and then
You expected, as a adult…. Failing here and there,
You expected, as a man…. Failing, Bumping, Gasping, Falling, Bruising all the time.

The same bruise today, horrifies us
The same fall today, embarrasses us
Gasping today is unacceptable
Bumping today is not allowed
The same expecting today is not expected..

Love was more romantic when we didn’t know when valentines was,
all u didn’t know was, what expectations meant….
all u didn’t care about was, what you get in return….

Lived yesterday like there is no tomorrow,
try to live tomorrow like there was no yesterday..
in the mean while learn to Live today|

Expressions - a run in the woods

Control

the volume of light and brightness of the music..

Adjust
the transparency of a painting and the color of the mirror (glass)..

Observe
the beauty of the bulls-eye and the focus on the peacock feather.. 

Absorb
The rays of the wind and the chill-waves of the sun..

Differentiate
The freshness of a morning coffee and the addiction of a morning jog..

Learn
the self-control of technology and the shelf-life of the brain..

Forget
the kissing of your wounds and the healing of your love..

Relish
the side-effects of a heavy balance sheet and the beauty of the make-up box..

Capture
the motive of the diamond and the glitter of the walk..

Respect
the stubbornness of the beautiful sunflower and the magnetivity of a cute ass..

Acknowledge
the high (trance) of the super-natural and the powers of alcohol..

Balance
the darkness of our democracy and the voice of our shadow..

Imagine
…… but nothing

WISH / HOPE / WANT / REALISE-
You enjoy life or Life enjoys you..
You control habits or Habits control you..
You lead the way or the Way leads you!

WANT

Life is not so bad after-all,

if you know what you want..

and you know what to want.

Listen to the silence,

Beat without fear;

buy without a license,

smell of the ones so dear.

Too much for a want

Too less for a no you CAN'T.

every|

Every word has a hidden meaning

Every hidden meaning has weight

Every weight has its own special place on the scale of self-interest|

COLOR..

रंग् तेरी आखों मैं है,

गुलाल् का कोइ रंग् नहीं....

ना खून् को पता,

न गुलाब् को पता,

न किसी से पुछा कभि..

सिर्फ़् काटों ने है रखा है ये हिसाब् सभी.....

Color knows no color.... everything becomes invisible after crossing the range of sight!!

HO GAYA HAI..

Maana ki jo hua hai
Wo tune bhi kiya hai
Inhone ne bhi kiya hai
Unhone ne bhi kiya hai

Maana ki tune..haan haan
Chahaa nahi tha lekin
Tu jaanta nahi ki ye kaise ho gaya hai

Lekin tu phir bhi sunle
Nahi sunega koi
Tujhe ye saari duniya kha jayegi
Nigal ke.

-lyrics from RAAT KE MUSAFIR, song from Gulaal

where

Lost am i..

Beyond what meets the eye.

Everything that has a dead line

i seem to be allowing to die.

i keep the music so loud

that i cant hear my own thoughts,

i try and look so far

that i cant see the step called "next"